Suddenly, within the span of about three seconds, I become conscious of my surroundings. It's like the lights just went on upstairs. It's kind of like having had my eyes open the whole time, but still I wasn't consciously taking in what has been going on around me.
But just now, it's like I took a leap in brain evolution. Something is being switched on, and the world becomes clear to me.
I've known I was here, I just weren't really in the moment. Now I am in the moment.